My Ironies

I want to be invisible
But I want to be missed

I want my own time
But I don't want to be alone

I want to rest
But I don't want to be idle

I want to keep things for myself
But I want to be able to give and share

I want to rebel
But I want to keep things in order

I want my space
But I want important people close by

I don't want to speak up
But I want to be heard

I want to get and be lost
But I want to find my way back home

I am sad. I have feelings; I get hurt too.