Guilty!

No, this isn't about Erap being judged guilty for plunder.

And no, I am not confessing about the Glorietta and Batasan incidents.

I'm guilty... I FEEL guilty that I haven't posted anything here (not that I have somewhere else to post to) for more than 2 months already.

Well actually, a lot has happened in those months - personally, professionally, and nationally (?). I did have some blog topics in mind too. But I'll save them for later entries. Besides, with another change coming up, I may be able to squeeze in some blogging time in my daily routine.

I'm supposed to wake up early tomorrow so I could go to the gym and be on time for my 10am meeting at Tower One. But, insomia hits when you least expect and want it to. So now there's no excuse for me not to have an entry for today (or tomorrow?).

I just want to put on record that I'm missing a lot - I'm missing some comforts that I used to have, missing some of my luxuries, missing some of the things that I used to do, and missing some people. I just hope this is temporary. I sure wish that I won't lose them eventually.

Lunchout - Finally!

I had lunch with former officemates last Wednesday. This had been planned a month ago and twice postponed because of the typhoons.

We had some really good laughs - as in tawang makulit dahil sa mababaw na dahilan. What can I say? I have to admit that I miss them so much.


Ian now wears glasses. And he wears his long-sleeves really neatly. But he still combs his patilya with his fingers. He skips while going down the stairs. So he is still the same guy I know - the very down-to-earth person with tolerable vanity. Haha!

Julie now wears a hair band - though I don't think it does a lot to her hair. Wehehe! And they've put up a business too which keeps her busy on weekends. But she still forgets some details of what we've talked about and laughs even without knowing why. So I know she's still the friend I know - the fun-loving person who knows when to get serious. Naks!

There's also Mike and Jason. Poor them, they'd have to ride along our sense of humor. But they did last! And they were just as good sources of stories to laugh about.

So that's the reason why I still arrange these lunchouts - even though sometimes it could get difficult to synch our schedules. The time spent with them is worth it.

Egay

This was taken from our office's window last Wednesday, August 15 during one of the quiet hours. Three minutes later, the rain fell hard again. It was Egay, only the 5th typhoon to hit the country this year.

Time Flies

Today's my 1st year anniversary in my present company... in Makati... Let me celebrate it by writing this entry within the first hour of office hours. Hehe.

Missing this Nook

It has been 2 months since my last post. Not that the past months had been uneventful... I just couldn't find the right time to post a new one. There had been many times when, either on my way to the office or back home, a blog topic comes to mind. It's just now that I've been compelled to write an entry... Heck! It's not even a worthy blog topic... Wala man lang thought!

But hey, this is just to say - I didn't leave.

Tragedy

After watching the first 3 episodes of Grey's Anatomy's first season, I had to ask myself this question.

What has my existence come into?

An officemate found a website that lists the number 1 songs of everyday. The number 1 hit song on my birthday was...

"Tragedy" by The Bee Gees.

I sure hope this is not the answer to my question.

My Ironies

I want to be invisible
But I want to be missed

I want my own time
But I don't want to be alone

I want to rest
But I don't want to be idle

I want to keep things for myself
But I want to be able to give and share

I want to rebel
But I want to keep things in order

I want my space
But I want important people close by

I don't want to speak up
But I want to be heard

I want to get and be lost
But I want to find my way back home

I am sad. I have feelings; I get hurt too.